Will Work for Swords

I wish I had something silly to share with you all, but... man, I've got nothing. The writing bug has clearly left the building. (for now)

So, what's happening?
--As of yesterday, I have new hair. It is darker and has purple in it.
--Board games yesterday, hosted by amberleigh and cherie910! Finally got to try out Zombie Fluxx, and for once, I was the one teaching the game being played. This was kind of bad, because I'd never played the Zombie version, but we figured it out!
--Tonight: Wushu practice, Laptop Party with Alyson and Alicia for a short while, party that veiravx invited me to, later in the evening
--Tomorrow: Yoga class, making yummy snackage, going to knitting BBQ at _dilate_'s, wushu demo, then back to the BBQ to get my drink on.
--Sunday: TWO GENTS! Maybe book club after, or Avatar episodes, or lazing around at home.

I need to make lists soon, for a number of things. There are thoughts that I desperately need to organize. And I like lists.

Here's the rest of that list. Again, in no particular order:

16. Get digital piano and play the hell out of it.
Oh lord, do I want to play. So much. I'm watching Craigslist like a hawk until a deal on a good keyboard pops up.

17. Stimulate the local economy.
This is something I've always wanted to do more of, but I didn't feel I could afford it. Now that money is more free-flowing, I could really take this on, and still have quite a bit left for savings. I've always been a fan of farmer's markets and locally-produced foods. I'd love to focus my girly spending on locally-made wearables, because I know great people who produce such things, and I want to support them. I've also sometimes been able to support local businesses by going to them for my own business' needs, too, and I love that and want to do even more of it.

18. Learn bike maintenance.
I know at least a few people who maintain their own bikes well, so why not me? Every time I ride my bike and look at my screwed-up back tire, it fills me with sadness.

19. Do something that scares the crap out of me.
No, this does not mean pursuing the realm of "extreme" sports. This is about confronting fear, and gaining strength from doing things I would previously have avoided, no matter how ordinary some of them might seem to others. Some of the things on this list could fit the bill, but I imagine the real triumph will be something very personal, and fairly difficult to quantify.

20. Tap dancing class.
Of all dances I've tried thus far, tap is probably my favorite. There HAS to be a tap class for adults in this town (EDIT: that does not also conflict with wushu practice). I've looked for this off and on with no luck, but confound it, THIS WILL HAPPEN.

21. Try out kettlebell and/or CrossFit.
I was reading about both of these things off and on, at the height of my fitness frenzy, and I wanted to try it, because functional strength training is fantastic. This might be a good opportunity to do so. I think I might be too wimpy for CrossFit, but maybe kettlebell would help me work up to it?

22. Aesthetic improvements for my house.
My bedroom is already well into this process, but the rest of the house essentially looks like a bunch of random crap haphazardly thrown together, because... well, that's what it is. I *would* like to get some paint in the walls, and then some art to go with it, and maybe some furniture, further down the line.

23. Art prints for my home, and possibly yours.
I've procrastinated on getting my own art prints sorted and printed, largely because doing that before I'm done painting didn't make much sense. But I have a lot of shots, and a lot of bare walls, and maybe you have bare walls that need prettying, too.

24. Doctors and dentists.
Because I'm the sort of person who doesn't seek medical care unless I'm having a problem, I still don't have a primary care physician or a dentist, after living in Portland for three years. This is dumb, and I should fix it.

25. Give more gifts.
I think I fell out of the whole gift-giving thing during college, because I had no money to spend. Still, when Christmas shopping time rolls around, I'm consistently reminded that I enjoy finding the perfect gift for people I care about, the thing they'd love but wouldn't expect. It'll likely be a thing I do when I'm struck with a great idea for someone, but I already have a couple ideas for upcoming birthdays and am putting them into motion, and I hope to make this more of a habit.

26. Leave room for spontaneity.
My calendar is taking over my life, and I do not like it. I'm something of a Plan Monster, and most of my major goals require me to be, and I'm usually assailed by raging guilt when I promise something and then fail to follow through on it. But, it *is* possible to leave room for large, unplanned blocks of time, and I must learn how to do so without becoming a flake.

27. Stop hating my job.
This could manifest in several ways. I could learn to accept the boredom and frustration, because it is only temporary. I could somehow alter the shape of my job so it becomes *less* boring and frustrating. Or, I could quit The Job entirely and do something else that I love much more. Which of these things it'll actually be? Biiiig question mark.

28. Teach an after-school program.
After shooting for an article at The Job about after-school programs and meeting some of the volunteer instructors, I had the thought of running an after-school wushu program. I'd be teaching older kids, *and* spreading the gospel of wushu. Of course, now that I might actually have time, the school year is almost over, but there's always this coming Fall.

29. BAKE.
I have not baked nearly enough, largely because this tends to run counter to goal #4. But hey, maybe doing this will teach me the meaning of moderation.

30. Let the right ones in.
Yes, I Have Trust Issues, but it doesn't have to rule me. There are people worthy of my trust, and I should know when to give it to them.

And, even though it has already been stated previously, an extra one to grow on:

31. Play more games.
The D20 campaign is starting off on the right foot, and this weekend, I am officially buying myself an XBox 360 and a copy of Dragon Age: Origins. Throw in monthly game nights and other such gatherings, and I'm already pretty well on my way with this. W00t!

Last night was pretty bleh. I'd thought about going to Taiji, and I got an invite to go see a show at Jo Fed's. Instead, I spent most of it with stomach pains, and wound up doing chores, doing stuff for my dad, and what-have-you. I would really have liked to go to the bar, but bleh, too busy and too icky-feeling. Oh well, pouring beer into an ailing stomach is probably not the best idea, anyway. ^^;

Well, at least I got to sit down, watch House, and have a nice sandwich, even if my stomach was being a rat bastard for the majority of it. ( House babble )

I really have to figure out why my stomach has been upset so often, lately. I suppose it might just be related to whatever sickness I had on Sunday, but the stomach problems started well before I started running that fever, so I'm skeptical.

Tonight, I am thinking about going to Taiji, since I didn't go yesterday, although I want to go to yoga, too, and the times coincide. :( I also want to ask about the Chen style class, but I keep putting it off. It's too easy to put things off this time of year.

My new fish is still swimming around like a crazy man. My last betta died a little over 2 weeks after I got him, but this little guy looks like he might buck that trend. :)

( Interacting with me )

I'm off!