Since it is now the 12th...

I would be remiss if I didn't say

HAPPY 18th BIRSDAY to Miz. KATE!

Doobeedoo! Hope it rox0rs!

Additionally!

I must also say:

HAPPY BIRSDAY to CHRISTY and MEGAN!

It's a regular birthday bonanza, I says! They're oldbies too, being 22 and all.

293 Hitz0rs today. :D I feel so cool. I must really go to bed now, after I empty my bladder. (I'm waiting for my turn in the bathroom)

UGH.

Well I'm up and about and feeling relatively okay today, but I'm very bitter because I was unable to fall asleep until 5-FRICKIN-AM last night. I kid you not. Every time I was about to fall asleep, I coughed, or I had to go to the bathroom, or something fell or made a loud noise, etc. etc. and it woke me up. >_<

On the good side, I think I'm good for going to work this afternoon, and if I start feeling bad again, I'm free to just go home.

Repetition

I need to stop watching Ferris Bueller's Day Off. It ran through 3.5 times before I fell asleep last night, and yet I'm still leaving it there to play.

I feel queasy. I'm gonna eat and see if that helps... (no, that's not as weird as it might sound... I actually feel quite ill when I haven't eaten in a long time) James still wants to take me to the doctor though.

I'll probably end up staying home after all. P00p. I guess that means I gotta work on Sunday now. :p

Oh jeez. -_-;

Check this link I scoped via Nik's journal.

I suppose I'm just feeding her hunger for attention by even commenting on this, but I feel motivated to. I take the matter of suicide quite seriously, and if anything, this chick is making a mockery out of anyone who has ever thought about taking their own life. I don't agree with suicide in general, but even if I did, truly suicidal people have far worse things going on in their lives than a measly breakup. To even play at taking your own life over a *guy* is insulting, IMHO. It's insulting to people who have endured far more horrible things than that before even considering suicide, and it's insulting to those who clung to their miserable little lives, even in their darkest hour, and still survived, and even thrived afterwards.

I mean, think about it: why would anyone sane commit suicide on a live webcam if they weren't just looking for attention and sympathy? You know somebody's going to see you, call the cops, maybe even come over to your house and force you to vomit up whatever pills you took. If you really wanted to die, why do it so publicly?

To me, this act doesn't say "I hate myself and I want to die." From where I'm standing, it merely says "please be nice to me, I've had a bad day." Rots a ruck, kid. I'm amazed that anyone would be so kind to her after she put herself on show where her friends and loved ones could watch her take her own life. I have never seen a suicide happen, and I never hope to, and I can only imagine how horrifying it must be to watch someone you care about do that to themselves.

She didn't need to show all her friends first-hand how it feels to watch something like that happen, especially with the knowledge that some of those online friends would be completely powerless to do anything about it.

I'm hoping she gets some psychiatric help, and I'm not saying that as an insult. I mean it. She's got to be mentally/emotionally imbalanced to try something like this.

Fortune cookie

This is what the fortune cookie that came with my Ramune Soda shipment said:

"Your hard work is about to pay off."

Ummmm WHAT hard work? I've been laying around for almost a week with fever and cough and sickliness! I think this cookie is defective. ::lmao:: ^_-

Ramune!

The webcam was finally on for a couple minutes! I'm not really in the mood to be watched, nor am I in much mood to spend a lot of time on the computer, as I'm still not quite myself today, so I turned it on long enough to show off my cool Ramune Soda!

Urgh. I'm debating whether or not I actually feel up to cleaning up around the kitchen or not. Right now, signs point to "no".