Smack in the middle
Jun. 24th, 2011 01:02 pmThere are days when I wish I had a Don't Be Sad wand that I could wave over my nearest and dearest, to help them through the hard moments. It's hard to see someone feeling despondent, even when I know their circumstances are temporary, because I also know how hard it is to see that a situation is temporary when you're smack in the middle of it.
There are also days when I had that wand to use on myself. Today's one of those days, and I know it'll pass, but lord, I'm tired. And I can't wait to stop feeling tired, to have time and freedom, to be in a position where I can completely focus on the things I love most, and to not spend my days marking time in a place that doesn't fulfill me. But on some days, it's so, so hard to see an end in sight.
Some days. But not all of them, at least.
There are also days when I had that wand to use on myself. Today's one of those days, and I know it'll pass, but lord, I'm tired. And I can't wait to stop feeling tired, to have time and freedom, to be in a position where I can completely focus on the things I love most, and to not spend my days marking time in a place that doesn't fulfill me. But on some days, it's so, so hard to see an end in sight.
Some days. But not all of them, at least.
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Date: 2011-06-24 08:32 pm (UTC)I'll stop now. My brain hurts.
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Date: 2011-06-24 10:35 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-06-25 01:56 pm (UTC)Hope u feel better soon!