To friends, present and past

[batskeets]

So, I am a frigtard, because I just realized this morning that I cannot possibly go to PFW AND also do tap dancing tonight. SO, tap dancing will have to wait a little longer, because tap class will still be there next week, whereas Fashion Week will not. Also, one of my old studio-neighbors is showing her collection, too, and my hairstylist is doing the hair for the show tonight! And two of my other studio-neighbors offered to hang with me at the show... so I have a lot of people to support and spend time with.

In spite of certain... unexpected discoveries yesterday, I'm feeling pretty wonderful today. But how can I not, after having dinner and tea with katlyn last night? I'm a lucky girl. I also tried to catch up with twilite_embrace at The Standard later in the evening, but I remembered the address wrong, and then I realized that I didn't want to be in an place where everyone's drinking, anyway. But I appreciated the thought. It really is wonderful to have people in my life who will actually BE there for me when I need them.

I know there have been times in the past when I had that kind of support, too, but for whatever mixed-up reasons I had at the time, I didn't believe it. I didn't feel I could go to them, I couldn't quite let them in. But I have known some amazing people in my life, and even if I didn't see their support back then, I know it now, and I love them even more for it.

If I've ever called you friend, please know that I appreciate you more than I can say. I just wish I'd been able to tell you that sooner.

Comments

[twilite-embrace.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Sorry you didn't make it out last night, but I'm sure we will do it again soon. Let me know when you're free, we'll do something. :) glad you're having a good day hun.

[skeets.livejournal.com]

Yeah, we should make some time soon! Lemme know if you're out and about; I will just content myself with Diet Cokes :)

[virgoqueen7.livejournal.com]

And you're an awesome friend too girl! Good luck tonight!!!! I'll be thinking of you. <3

[skeets.livejournal.com]

Heh, I don't need any luck tonight, I'm just spectating because my client's in the Emerging Designers competition :) But thank you hon!

[sarapada.livejournal.com]

I know there have been times in the past when I had that kind of support, too, but for whatever mixed-up reasons I had at the time, I didn't believe it. I didn't feel I could go to them, I couldn't quite let them in.

I struggle with this A LOT.