To friends, present and past
Oct. 8th, 2009 11:16 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
batskeetsSo, I am a frigtard, because I just realized this morning that I cannot possibly go to PFW AND also do tap dancing tonight. SO, tap dancing will have to wait a little longer, because tap class will still be there next week, whereas Fashion Week will not. Also, one of my old studio-neighbors is showing her collection, too, and my hairstylist is doing the hair for the show tonight! And two of my other studio-neighbors offered to hang with me at the show... so I have a lot of people to support and spend time with.
In spite of certain... unexpected discoveries yesterday, I'm feeling pretty wonderful today. But how can I not, after having dinner and tea with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
katlyn last night? I'm a lucky girl. I also tried to catch up with twilite_embrace at The Standard later in the evening, but I remembered the address wrong, and then I realized that I didn't want to be in an place where everyone's drinking, anyway. But I appreciated the thought. It really is wonderful to have people in my life who will actually BE there for me when I need them.
I know there have been times in the past when I had that kind of support, too, but for whatever mixed-up reasons I had at the time, I didn't believe it. I didn't feel I could go to them, I couldn't quite let them in. But I have known some amazing people in my life, and even if I didn't see their support back then, I know it now, and I love them even more for it.
If I've ever called you friend, please know that I appreciate you more than I can say. I just wish I'd been able to tell you that sooner.
In spite of certain... unexpected discoveries yesterday, I'm feeling pretty wonderful today. But how can I not, after having dinner and tea with
katlyn last night? I'm a lucky girl. I also tried to catch up with twilite_embrace at The Standard later in the evening, but I remembered the address wrong, and then I realized that I didn't want to be in an place where everyone's drinking, anyway. But I appreciated the thought. It really is wonderful to have people in my life who will actually BE there for me when I need them. I know there have been times in the past when I had that kind of support, too, but for whatever mixed-up reasons I had at the time, I didn't believe it. I didn't feel I could go to them, I couldn't quite let them in. But I have known some amazing people in my life, and even if I didn't see their support back then, I know it now, and I love them even more for it.
If I've ever called you friend, please know that I appreciate you more than I can say. I just wish I'd been able to tell you that sooner.
