Mishmash

This is a pretty good interview: Why Ron Paul Still Runs. It's nice when the mainstream media actually lets him get more than a couple of words in edgewise. :)

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I have this big mishmash of feelings about various things crashing about in my head, as of late, and none of them are particularly clear, which makes it hard to write or talk about any of it.

I have feelings of eagerness, trepidation, satisfaction, disappointment, drive, exhaustion, hope and hopelessness, and probably many other things in-between... coming from my job, the photog business, the design business, going to Berkeley, wushu in general, health and fitness, friends, relationships, family, and life.

There's so much going on that I don't feel like I can make sense of it or even be certain which feelings apply to what. I feel like I had everything *very* together for January and February, and things were going great, but I've been slowly falling apart since early-to-mid-March.

I'm sure that's making me difficult to be around, but if prior experience is any indication, it'll pass. I just wish I could tap into that Fountain of Personal Awesomeness for more than a few weeks at a time, without crashing so bloody hard at the end. :p