Half-formed thoughts
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batskeetsI hate when I only express parts of a thought, or just generally say something dumb because I'm tired or unfocused. It's way too easy for things to come out wrong, or to just not come out at all when they should.
I think this is why in-person conversations freak me out like they do. I already feel like I make bad/no impressions on the majority of people, so helping that along by opening my fat yap? Not so appealing.
I also think this is why half my serious discussions are unsuccessful in making me feel better. I know exactly I want to say beforehand, but then I get there and maybe half of those things actually get said. And that's on a GOOD day.
Blerg. I feel like I'm all over the place today. I'm amazed I've managed to focus on this post for the few minutes it's taken to write it. :p
I think this is why in-person conversations freak me out like they do. I already feel like I make bad/no impressions on the majority of people, so helping that along by opening my fat yap? Not so appealing.
I also think this is why half my serious discussions are unsuccessful in making me feel better. I know exactly I want to say beforehand, but then I get there and maybe half of those things actually get said. And that's on a GOOD day.
Blerg. I feel like I'm all over the place today. I'm amazed I've managed to focus on this post for the few minutes it's taken to write it. :p
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Date: 2009-12-02 01:22 am (UTC)but i liked hangin' out with you that time at the coffee shop and once our conversation got rolling, i felt like we were bridging gaps and having a good connection on many issues.
just sharing that with you. hope you're doin' ok.