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In another spectacular turn of events, I seem to be losing my voice! YAY!!! Mass quantities of water and tea seem to be helping to some degree, but it still hurts to talk. I'm feeling very draggy in general, so I might be sick, a little. Not enough to really justify staying home from work, but oh, I would have liked to.
Of course, right now, I am intermittently feeling ready to pass out. Maybe I should go home early today. I don't know.
I've been feeling oddly attention-hungry, as of late. I'm sure that as of today, part of that has to do with my feeling sick and wanting to curl up on the couch and be coddled, but even when I was at full health, I was still feeling it, a little.
I hate the way I start thinking negatively towards some people when I feel like they aren't giving me the proper respect or attention. It's such a stupid defense mechanism, because it's obviously just so I can tell myself that I don't need said people in my life. I know that I'm doing it, and yet, in some cases, I can't seem to stop myself from doing it. It only really happens with a certain, limited group of people, but it really shouldn't happen at all. I suppose it's just because I still don't like the idea that somebody cares about my welfare less than I care about theirs.
Fortunately for me and everyone I know, I don't tend to be one of those drama queen types who starts causing a bunch of B.S. just to get attention of any kind. Negative attention has never been something I've sought--growing up as The Weird Kid will get you plenty of that, whether you want it or not.
Anyway, I guess I'll resume Project: Do More Stuff With People after I've gotten rid of this scratchy throat problem. Curling up on the couch is sounding much better than doing anything involving people, today. And you know, it's rather difficult to interact with people when it hurts to speak more than a few words at a time. ^^;
In other news, I have had the Veronica Mars theme song stuck in my head since Tuesday night. Gaaahhh! x_x On the other hand, it *is* just a shortened version of a Dandy Warhols song, so I suppose there are worse songs to be saddled with. I am still disturbed at my own ability to sing the theme from Full House, and I didn't even really *watch* that show when I was growing up. :p
Anyway, lunch is over, so I'm getting back to work now. Or at least, trying. Bleah.
P.S. Nic, assuming that I am not dead by that point, I will totally be at the party. :D
Of course, right now, I am intermittently feeling ready to pass out. Maybe I should go home early today. I don't know.
I've been feeling oddly attention-hungry, as of late. I'm sure that as of today, part of that has to do with my feeling sick and wanting to curl up on the couch and be coddled, but even when I was at full health, I was still feeling it, a little.
I hate the way I start thinking negatively towards some people when I feel like they aren't giving me the proper respect or attention. It's such a stupid defense mechanism, because it's obviously just so I can tell myself that I don't need said people in my life. I know that I'm doing it, and yet, in some cases, I can't seem to stop myself from doing it. It only really happens with a certain, limited group of people, but it really shouldn't happen at all. I suppose it's just because I still don't like the idea that somebody cares about my welfare less than I care about theirs.
Fortunately for me and everyone I know, I don't tend to be one of those drama queen types who starts causing a bunch of B.S. just to get attention of any kind. Negative attention has never been something I've sought--growing up as The Weird Kid will get you plenty of that, whether you want it or not.
Anyway, I guess I'll resume Project: Do More Stuff With People after I've gotten rid of this scratchy throat problem. Curling up on the couch is sounding much better than doing anything involving people, today. And you know, it's rather difficult to interact with people when it hurts to speak more than a few words at a time. ^^;
In other news, I have had the Veronica Mars theme song stuck in my head since Tuesday night. Gaaahhh! x_x On the other hand, it *is* just a shortened version of a Dandy Warhols song, so I suppose there are worse songs to be saddled with. I am still disturbed at my own ability to sing the theme from Full House, and I didn't even really *watch* that show when I was growing up. :p
Anyway, lunch is over, so I'm getting back to work now. Or at least, trying. Bleah.
P.S. Nic, assuming that I am not dead by that point, I will totally be at the party. :D
