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batskeetsGOD. I have so much to say and I don't even know where to start.
I guess I'll start with this: the past 5 days have been exactly what I needed. After all the chaos, internally and externally, I feel like I've found my center again. I gained insight from words I didn't expect to hear, and I found inspiration in places I wouldn't have thought to look.
The trials of the past 6 months, the aches and injuries in my body, the pain of separation, the despair of fighting battles with no foreseeable end... I'm over it. I'm over all of it.
I have choices to make, and they'll be hard ones. It's never easy to choose between the things you love most. But there are stories in my life that I thought were coming to an end... and I see now that maybe some of them aren't over yet.
I'm not finished. And the only thing left to hold me back is me.
I guess I'll start with this: the past 5 days have been exactly what I needed. After all the chaos, internally and externally, I feel like I've found my center again. I gained insight from words I didn't expect to hear, and I found inspiration in places I wouldn't have thought to look.
The trials of the past 6 months, the aches and injuries in my body, the pain of separation, the despair of fighting battles with no foreseeable end... I'm over it. I'm over all of it.
I have choices to make, and they'll be hard ones. It's never easy to choose between the things you love most. But there are stories in my life that I thought were coming to an end... and I see now that maybe some of them aren't over yet.
I'm not finished. And the only thing left to hold me back is me.
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Date: 2010-03-11 02:44 am (UTC)I feel like this is a universal truth for people our age - I know it's damn true for me.