Much better
Feb. 27th, 2009 01:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
batskeetsAs I suspected, I *am* feeling better today. The only thing I could possibly complain about today is that I have mad-crazy sinus pressure that's giving me a headache. This round of flu has been particularly tough to shake off. But, all in all, not too shabby.
I was feeling somewhat better after getting counseled, but it's hard to dig yourself out of a My Life Sucks Day, so I holed up in the walk-in closet to read for a bit. I suppose that made my crap mood obvious, but Boy came through and listened to me blubbering about how I feel powerless to move anything in my life forward, and how I feel un-special to him, and how I am completely sick of worrying about things. He handled it well. He *can* be really good at being comforting without also being patronizing.
And I actually feel like I got my point across, for once. For a person who spells and writes well, I'm really lousy with words. But, speaking != writing.
And then there was Coupling. And donuts, although I, amazingly, decided I didn't want to eat any. I ate pretty sparingly all day yesterday, in fact. Score one for not self-medicating with food!
The whole thing of holing up in the closet reminds me, though: even though I know we have no real grounds for doing so, the prospect of throwing out most of the roommates is *really* appealing. It's hard to get away from anybody in this house, so it'd be nice to bring the total number of people down just a touch. But, honestly, I think it's just this particular mix of people that gets so unbearable, at times.
We'd keep Andy, because we've lived with him before with great success. And probably Cody, because he's been nothing but mature and pleasant, and he stays the hell out of drama. But GUH, the other three are on each other's backs *constantly*. They're fine individually, of course, or we wouldn't have rented to them in the first place, but being around more than one of them at the same time wears all of us out.
You can't exactly evict people due to "bad chemistry," though. So, we muddle onward.
I'm feeling rather brilliant right now, because I figured out a way to empty out Sunday completely, by inviting my Sunday model to join us for our Saturday shoot, instead. Saturday model hasn't confirmed that she'll be there, yet, which was making me nervous, so I've fixed multiple problems in one fell swoop. Mohoho!
Now all I have to do is get through tomorrow! And it's looking *much* more likely that I can enjoy Girly Slumber Party goodness tomorrow evening. <3
I was feeling somewhat better after getting counseled, but it's hard to dig yourself out of a My Life Sucks Day, so I holed up in the walk-in closet to read for a bit. I suppose that made my crap mood obvious, but Boy came through and listened to me blubbering about how I feel powerless to move anything in my life forward, and how I feel un-special to him, and how I am completely sick of worrying about things. He handled it well. He *can* be really good at being comforting without also being patronizing.
And I actually feel like I got my point across, for once. For a person who spells and writes well, I'm really lousy with words. But, speaking != writing.
And then there was Coupling. And donuts, although I, amazingly, decided I didn't want to eat any. I ate pretty sparingly all day yesterday, in fact. Score one for not self-medicating with food!
The whole thing of holing up in the closet reminds me, though: even though I know we have no real grounds for doing so, the prospect of throwing out most of the roommates is *really* appealing. It's hard to get away from anybody in this house, so it'd be nice to bring the total number of people down just a touch. But, honestly, I think it's just this particular mix of people that gets so unbearable, at times.
We'd keep Andy, because we've lived with him before with great success. And probably Cody, because he's been nothing but mature and pleasant, and he stays the hell out of drama. But GUH, the other three are on each other's backs *constantly*. They're fine individually, of course, or we wouldn't have rented to them in the first place, but being around more than one of them at the same time wears all of us out.
You can't exactly evict people due to "bad chemistry," though. So, we muddle onward.
I'm feeling rather brilliant right now, because I figured out a way to empty out Sunday completely, by inviting my Sunday model to join us for our Saturday shoot, instead. Saturday model hasn't confirmed that she'll be there, yet, which was making me nervous, so I've fixed multiple problems in one fell swoop. Mohoho!
Now all I have to do is get through tomorrow! And it's looking *much* more likely that I can enjoy Girly Slumber Party goodness tomorrow evening. <3
